From 嘉年华会，PTUM，校创，Dance Showcase next, and 摇篮手演绎会 after.
It was quite a pain, when i just can't handle something, while you're the only one that can solve the problem alone.
There was support, but there was also blame coming along.
If only i had a better skill to handle things, to solve problems.
Being complaining, i know it's not a good thing. I wish i had a place to complain, i just need space for me to breath.
Complaining seems like a way for me to feel better, i need to voice out.
Reaching expectations of other people, is this what i really want?
Was i just being too nice because i wanted people to recognize my existence? to appreciate me?
I don't know if they really appreciated my effort, or they never get the chance to see my effort.
I just never stop trying, i wish i would had the courage to become a loser.
Am i suitable to be a leader? Or just a follower?
Disappointment, am i deserve to say that to other people? Or i'm the one who is disappointing people?
I don't really know, will writing this post make things change?
3 Comment:
believe in yourself..you will be fine..just trust yourself
Learn from mistake. A loser doesn't mean you're forever a loser. never fall never know. stay strong. in this world, u're not the only one struggling through life but everyone works very hard for each other things. the most determination one will win in the end. Good luck. =)
it's a normal process in life. don doubt urself. don doubt ur ability. if u believe u can do it, then u can. not everyone is born a good leader. it can be trained. not only u alone, we are learning. but advices from experienced people, are worth to be considered.
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